im sorry for my last post here. i dont want to talk about it really. ive been gone because im busy. a lot is happening and im tired. i tried mushrooms. i had a bad trip and tweaked out. it was awesome for the first few hours though. i just wanted to come here and say i am not dead and i was speaking nonsense in my last post. also i have no dissasociative disorder whatsoever and i am delusional. probably. i need to talk to a professional about this, man.